.... Yearh... I fail >__>;; I would have called this user LostLover, but for osme reason it became Lostover X.x I'll mainly use this user as a place where I upload my yaoi novel 'Lost Love'. I don't think there'll regular updates in here, maybe a chapter or a half at a time or so. If you want to be updated all the time, then read it at [link] where I update every other day.
If I ever draw yaoi pictures not related to Lost Love this will also be where I update them xD;; in general this will be my yaoi user =w=;; because my cousin watches my normal user and wel... my family dosn't know about yaoi and I would like to keep it that way xD;; but if you would like to see some of my normal drawings and be updated in my life (since I probably won't upload journals and stuff in here) then feel free to do so - it's on [link].

Now, a little description for the story;
Matt has always been neglected by his parents, but he dosen't care anymore - he has found the one he love. The only problem is that that 'love' is his best friend, Joshua - another guy.

To make it even worse, Joshua already has a boyfriend, so Matt dosen't dare to confess his feelings. But the boyfriend, Daniel, acts like a total jerk towards Matt, who can't help but despise the guy - for more than one reason. Nonetheless he decides to hide his feelings, and support Joshua and Daniel as a couple, the best he can.

Though one fatefull day, Daniel comes with a strange request, that Matt can't ignore; "Come to my house tonight, or I'll break it off with your friend."

What will Matt do from then on? Can he keep a secret from Joshua, a secret that's slowly breaking him in? Why does Daniel do as he does and why the hell is the strangest thing starting to turn Matt's life upside-down?!


And I apologize for the many mistakes on the first pages - english isn't my native language, but I promise you that it becomes better as I get a better hang on the whole 'writing in english'-thing and as I got an awesome beta-reader n.n

I hope you will enjoy the story!! n.n and support with favs and comments x3